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ive been doing alot lately and ive been lieing to myself for so long its unbeliveable well some thing triggered inside last night and i started drinking and smoking (tabbacco) which made my chuck up and made me freak out and my mate being a fuck head didnt fucking help.
and i realised something i realised that i waas becomming a broken soul in the world of many, and also that i havnt let go of a couple of people in my life even though im trying to live my life the way i want to, it gets in the way not being able to let go i guess i need to find why i cant let go and sort it out
if thoughts r a figment of the imageination then y do we take people seriously when they turn their thoughts into building plans words and most of all wars
i been writting alot lately and i looked over my writting the other day and thought holy shit how am i doing this shit.
and im facing another challenge now that i thought would come later on down the track but has come now.
two girls,(fucking hold up two girls man thats me all the time having to choose between two girls oh well on with it then)
two girls one older than me and one my age right how old is the older one wouldnt u love to know lmfao.
one has me one wants me, hmmmmmmmmmmmmm obvious choice here right???? wrong dead wrong i want both but cant have both right???? wrong so im told lmao now from writting this i want who ever sees this to email me bout it or put your comments and concerns into the gu8est book so i can read it later.
so which do i choose young and beautiful or older wiser more mature and beautiful.
if u had a choice on saying how u feel or writting it down what would u chose.
i know how i feel bout things but i cant or im enable to express it in fear of hurting some ones feelings making life hard or having ppl put me down for it tell me what u think heres my email pattherat369@hotmail.com
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this page is about spilling out my feelings and seeing how ppl react and to see how many pl email me calling me a gay pansy
there are so many feelings running no ragging through me it is unbelivable its just insane im happy then im sad then im mad then im depressed then im happy again
ppl shit me off some times i try and help them or i try and be happy and im crucified for it
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